thegirlnextdoor-wannabe

6 May 2011, Friday

2011-05-06T08:58:00.003+08:00

SHAG! TIRED! Been sleeping late! No matter how early i reach home, i just couldnt sleep early! I Miss baby =( Been lonely without him already and now missing him! Its a damn torture! Only after work could meet up with him. But its ok at least i can see him! <3

In my whole life, i really wish i could make a mark out of myself! i wanna do something that i really want in life. Is to start a career on my own. Maybe not just start on my own, but partnership with a trustworthy people but i know in real whole, there's no such thing as reliable people in the business industry. U can only believe in ur ownself no one self.. I wanna have my own career starting from the basic i could learn from the elder. Slowly i can learn maybe for about 2 years! And slowly i know how to handle a business well already. I <3 gaming i just dunno why!. Just like the adults. Like to kill their time in majong. GAMBLING! But i dont gamble. I only can game and i only play game with b=D HEH! so FUN NOR! Im a entertainment person who likes to be in a entertainments/ gaming industry. If i got A LARGE SUM of money now, i defintely open a lanshop. It does earn after much of calculation. I WANNA HAVE MY OWN CAREER SIA! ARGH!

TIRED NOW! DRINKING COFFEE ALMOST EVERYDAY ALREADY! ARGH! HATE IT! make me feel so uneasy but can make my tiredness go away!

I miss baby! sigh..

4 May 2011, Wednesday

2011-05-04T09:37:00.005+08:00

Baby's gonna have his first polling on saturday 7 May 2011. I guess he will be like blur sotong 1 luh!. I dont have to vote on that day! i dunno why either! LOL! But its good also lah! stressed over this election stuff!! HAHA! Im back to work! I wanna build our future together, grow old with you and of cause write our stories through our days! No matter how hard, we still have to pull it through. =D Baby very skinny! argh! I wan him fat fat! but instead his the one keep feeding me! but! on Vesak's day, my mom gonna bring to Aibi to buy trackmill! Im so gonna run and sweat and slim down very soon! Thanks to baby! RAHHH!! I miss hugging baby to sleep and awake beside him! i miss his smell! i miss the way he play with me before i turned in to bed! I miss him kissing my cheek or forehead before i went to bed! i miss every single little things that we've done! Thanks to his brother luh! Talk without his senses!! I dislike him alot! But am so not gonna care! N's the one been suffering! The pain in his eyes all this years. ALL BECCAUSE OF THE ADULTS LAH! Dunno how to think! STUPID ADULT! It's been 9 months already! Time doesnt prove anything ! But im sure that our love prove something! RIGHT BABY!? If u are reading it luh! TANGO TANGO WITH B EVERYNIGHT! HAHAH! DAM FUN TANGO-ING WITH B!

P.s <3 <3 I LOVE U BABY AND IM SORRY!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=To4sVM8KhV4

29 April 2011, Friday

2011-04-29T02:18:00.001+08:00

At 3 yrs "Mommy, I love you".
At 10 yrs "Mom whatever."
At 16 yrs "My Mom is so annoying."
At 18 yrs "I wanna leave this house."
At 25 yrs "Mom, you were right."
...At 30 yrs "I wanna go to Mom's house."
At 50 yrs "I don't wanna lose my Mom."
At 70 yrs "I would give up EVERYTHING for my Mom to be here with me."
You only have 1 Mom.

25 April 2010, Monday

2011-04-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

I was wondering why some people are just fucked up. =D

P.s I always love my boyfriend smell. IM ADDICTED! <3

20 April 2011, wednesday

2011-04-20T15:32:00.003+08:00

Never turn up to work. Fked up sore eyes. :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvUsOXNPVxo&feature=fvwrel

19 April 2011, tuesday

2011-04-19T02:44:00.002+08:00

Sigh recently have not been working. I really am trying myself to work. To work is to love that job dearly so u will keep going to work. These few days been crying madly cause of some problems between me and b. I just know I really love him alot. His smile, makes my day. I broken promises time after time. I'm not a useless person just that I know that thins are not in the way right now. For example, I love to do my things like openin a shop of my own desire cracking deep brain cells. I'm more to a entertainment person! I hate office jobs. Sigh sigh. How I wish I got a job that I love so much till it never stop myself from working. Nobody cannot talk senses to me. Everynight I just cried, why am I so useless. Why I donnoe what I want. I just Love to be a good wife hahaha! I'm like my mother supporting the man always! It's believes. :) I love u b really! Sorry sorry for all the tears that u shed. After all, conclusion, my parents are super nice just that I doesnt know how to treasure I guess I'm the fked up 1 T.T

1 April 2011, Friday

2011-04-01T09:40:00.002+08:00

Its April fool! Dont get fool by anyone!=D It's been ages that i'd updated my blod. Nothing much to update about actaully. Life still goes on.I've been with b for 8th months. Time doesnt matter! People say time- prove i find it abit bullshitting. Time doesnt need to prove at all. Even im the one who always told my mom this i prove to u! lOL!! Been sick for the past 1 week! and actaully getting better and recovering! =D i drank plenty of water!! B got his insurance Exam next week!!! Im sure you are so gonna pass if u really study hard! CAUSE U ARE A CLEVER PRESON! HAHAH! I <3 u BABY=D

8th months still growing! =D

22/2/2011, Tuesday

2011-02-22T10:06:00.004+08:00

Yesterday after work went to look for b. And guess what we went to have dinner at 8 plus! At newton circus with his mom! After that we head to dobhy:D recently i've been thinking, what is life all about. Is God making a fool of me. Why am i acted in this way. Actually it was like this. It was all a freaking joke after all and i actually took it seriously. B, told his mate that, im his friend when he actually play around with his mate and i was sad. I didnt realised my reaction was that big. ACTUALLY IM A FRIEND TO U. But it was a GOD DAMN JOKE. Zz. But its not funny lor. Im being sensitive Cause i treat this rls dam serious about it. He apologized to me but i did forgive him but im still sad about it. Greatly in deep hurt. Is this a fact. Girls like to show fake smile but guys like to give fake feelings? sigh. totally hurt been crying for 2 long days already. Its really a great impact affected me. i've tried to stay strong trying not to throw temper to b. Anw im affected that's all. ALL i know, things gonna be fine. N b hurt himself till there's a cut on his shoulder bone area. silly of him! SIGH IF U DIDNT SAY nothing had happened. No matter whoever who doesnt like u, or trying to ruin my rls, i dun give a fuck about it. Fate brought us together. I hate at times people judge u from the outside. Doesnt know u well enough, and di di say di di say. fk all this people all i know u told me im your last girl. ok b. i love u. dont ever hurt urself like this and walk away.

P.S Promised we hold tight and walk on with our lives kay. Like u sad we have to write many stories about our life=D <3

14feb 2011

2011-02-14T03:16:00.002+08:00

I'm useless. I can't do things well. I don't like to do stuff that I don't like to do.
I like to have own business and already got a plan. But to me, sometimes life is fragile. Health is wealth
:( I hate to stuck sitting down. Fuck my life. Parents could nv understand and always underestimates me. I'm potential I know my ability :/

3rd Jan 2010

2011-01-03T15:45:00.003+08:00

First day of work. Seriously BORED LAH! BUt then if its not the money i dun feel like working in an admin line. Im more towards front line. Prefer it that way more! Not so sleepy and all! haha!. Been reading a book for 3 chapters already and then, its like okay! for sitting many hours with a big sister. Today learned about issus-ing cheques. Simple only. Answering phone calls also easy just that i don't really know the people in the office well.! i mean the names just couldnt get it right and might not be able to direct the lines to colleauges. LOL! Its a embressment if i direct wrongly to the wrong person right?! LOL today b said that he was soooo dread bored luh! His taking care of his sister at home right now cause there's no one to look after her.! poor b!. but im just damn tired thanks b for squeezing my oil glands till im awake and couldnt sleep well for the whole night.! LOL please please please bbbbb! no more squeezing of oil glands alright. It make me feel nice but gross when my face got marks! u hurting my skin>: but its ok nar it will go away after sometimes. Just so sey now.. like sleepy and drowsy just dunno why also.! MUAHAH!

NO MORE SQUEEZING OIL GLANDS PLEASE!
sleepless night*****

2010-12-04T03:32:00.003+08:00

I've been wondering what make a good and responsible parents?
What's a good parents to you? When we are young our parents will nurse us when we are sick.
They are the responsibility for us. We must be thankful. But when we are young adults, what are good parents to us? I'm puzzled!
When our parents are old we must have time for them. Like having time for meals:) At times, when I am super down, in life out there. When i dont have any1 to turn to, I would keep it to myself and cry the whole damn night and as always I would tell myself tomorrow it's a new day a new start of my life? How many time can I do this? There's not always tomorrow! So this tell us that we must treasure everything now we had. Once it lost, it will never be recover. Too late for regret.

2010-11-22T22:44:00.003+08:00

The Right Decision

Playing games could improve your decision-making

There is a lot of evidence that games are good for us.

In fact, it’s getting to the point where a small dose of online games (a few hours a week), is probably good for you.

Research from the University of Rochester seems to say so, and they have come to some interesting conclusions.

After dividing their test subjects into two groups, one was made to play action games while the other was made to play strategy games.

Both groups were then asked to make decisions on a number of tasks. In these tasks, participants had to look at a screen, analyze a situation, and answer a question as fast as possible.

The results: Action gamers made decisions up to 25% faster, while answering as many correct questions as the second group!

This means that playing online games isn’t a waste of time like many have claimed over the years.

In fact, this research points in the opposite direction, and it says playing a fast-paced game like Plants vs. Zombies can help boost your decision-making!

Of course, this doesn’t mean that one should suddenly be playing 80 hours of games a week. Just like everything else in life, playing games should be done in moderation.

Here is another artical on gamings.

Monday, 22 nov 2010

2010-11-22T22:35:00.004+08:00

The Future is Now

October 27, 2010

Gaming in schools is now a reality

A recent article on MatchMove spoke about the need to bring gaming back into schools, and about why this would be a positive change. This was backed with some research by respected researchers like Diana G. Oblinger, and Richard van Eck.

Well, it seems like games having a regular presence in the classroom isn’t as far away as we first thought.

In fact, there are already schools that use gaming as part of their regular course load.

One such school is the Quest to Learn (Q2L) institution. Based in New York, it is a school that believes in creating a learning experience for “digital kids”, or those who are growing up in the computer generation

Books aren’t engaging enough for this generation’s students

Make no mistake; students at Q2L do not spend all day playing “commercial” games. Instead, specific games are specially chosen to be used as tools. They allow students to step into the shoes of explorers, historians, or mathematicians. The program is about creating a rich learning experience, one that students love to take part in.

The Argyle Secondary School in Vancouver also sports a similar program. According to the Canadian Broadcasting Corporation, the founder of Argyle’s Digital Media Academy (DMA) says students felt more engaged by classes involving game design.

Surprised? You shouldn’t be. Education is simply evolving to be relevant with today’s fast paced world. What worked twenty years ago isn’t guaranteed to be effective now. It’s not that teachers need to completely change the way they work, it’s more like they need to change with the times.

The next generation is going to need even more engagement

It is good to see that educators are beginning to see the value of gaming. Hopefully, this trend will continue into the future.

SO gaming will be for the next generation? This is one of an article!

21 October 2010, Thursday

2010-10-21T08:08:00.005+08:00

Wednesday 20 OCTOBER 2010
Ecoparadise!

b and I went to tampiness to try out For the first time it felt so hot!! DAMN SWEAT ALOT NOR! But i went in for 15 mins i cannot take it already! RAHH! so b almost complete the half an hour therapy!.

Antioxidant Therapy Benefits*

- Strengthens immunity systems

-Improves blood cirulation

-Reduces cholesterol level

- Lower Sugar Level

-Improves Blood Pressure

-Relieves pain & allergies

-Improves Well being

-Improves the condition of many degenerative illness such as cancer, disbetes, etc

-Be Revitalized and relaxed

CUTE NAR!

This is what we wore for therapy:D

For more info: http://www.ecoparadise.com.my/products.html

Not every expensive at all for the first timer!

After The Therapy Went for dinner and head back to b's home. I rest a while and couldn't wake up to head back home! I think the Therapy really DAMN NICE!:D Damn comfortable and its like soooo long never had a GOOD SLEEP <:

b SAID THANKS TO ME! :D <33 <33

CAM-WHORING! <3 :x

19 October 2010, tuesday

2010-10-19T12:23:00.002+08:00

days without you

"Moanday, "Tearsday, " Wasterday, " Thirstday
"Fightday, "Shatterday, "Sadday.

18 October 2010, Monday

2010-10-18T16:10:00.003+08:00

THIS IS SO NICEEEE:D QUOTE

It's obvious that we both love each other. You've confessed. But I can't. If I do, I'll be in trouble. We just aren't meant for each other. But one thing I'm sure, I love you... Maybe we couldn't be together, but you told me you've given up, and although it's dishear...tening to see you be with another girl(boy), I'll still smile and wish you&her(him), " Last long. " with a smile. Even though I have to fake that smile, but I rather see my love be happy with another person than to wait for me... In agony... )': -- I never how to love, until I met you... Thanks... (': Although now I know how to love, but I still, don't know how to trust love... Will you, be by my side and help me gain back the trust...? (':

10 Most Important Things...

* LOVE: The Special Feeling That Makes You FeelAll Warm And Wonderful.

* RESPECT: Treating Others As Well As You Would Like To Be Treated.

* APPRECIATION: To Be Grateful For All The Good Things Life Has To Offer.

* HAPPINESS: The Full Enjoyment Of Each Moment. A Smiling Face.

* FORGIVENESS: The Ability To Let Things Be Without Anger.

* SHARING: The Joy Of Giving Without Thought Of Receiving.

* HONESTY: The Quality Of Always Telling The Truth.

* INTEGRITY: The Purity Of Doing What's Right, No Matter What.

* COMPASSION: The Essence Of Feeling Another's Pain, While Easing Their Hurt.

17 October 2010, sunday

2010-10-17T13:16:00.007+08:00

Times flies! Recently no car to travel here and there. kind of sucky but recently I took train with b! from doby we took train to sengkang and change LRT. HAHA! Its the first time i took train with b! :D so nice the feeling but needa squeeze here and there luh! Last night, b got trainning at E2MAX for his CSO( CounterStrikeOnline) Counterstike is back once again! There's different from CounterStrike1.6 and source!
I tried playing yesterday and meanwhile im a bit lost.! this is my 2nd FPS KAY! Its different from blackshot. CSO more realistic. b was so dam shag! From Tuesday to Friday he got school from every morning and he cant be late.! Hold it b! Cause soon its gonna be over, alright:D

P.s I LOVE U SILLY! JY kay in evrything u DO:D

12/10/2010, Tuesday

2010-10-12T01:19:00.007+08:00

11/10/2010, Monday went to watch Rein of Assasin with b. Damn funny show
and worth watching nor! Heh! After that b teach me his to play CS. I'm so damn noob nar just can't get it right. Anws, I love u b. U see no matter whoever go against u, I wont turn against u. I love u much much. One thing FML = fuck my life. Not u b.. U shld know. <3!

LOL DI DI TIEW DI DI TIEW! .><

b... u are my everything! promised that u wont break my heart alright. Tell me everything. Any problems! We share it together okay! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 uuuuuuu! :D

30 September 2010, Thursday

2010-09-30T05:45:00.006+08:00

Nice pose luh b..

BABY vampireeeeee <333333

F*** all bikers. Dash Red light for fuck? U sway. Brought me problem only. Its not dear's fault. Trust me. Its the damn bikers. He was stationary at the white line. But when it turns green he accelerate and the bike just crashed onto my bumper. The case was not over and still under-goin investigation. But im sure dear's gonna be okay. FK BIKERS. FKING NO BRAINS! Wednesday, 29 september. We went to made a police report at ubi traffic police and went to meet IO and after that went down to AXA to make an Insurance Report and trying to understand the Car insurance as well. Gosh. From things that don't know now become know. I was hoping that i don't know. FK BIKERS LAH. Dear's gonna be alright. Im sure im sure! T.T no worries. I'll be there for u dear. i try to help u. okay dearie <3 heeeeeeeee

歡子 - 心痛

得到你的人却得不到你的心-欢子

29 september 2010, Wedesday

2010-09-29T01:55:00.003+08:00

So close to death. Phew. Shocked ~

27 september 2010, Monday

2010-09-27T21:51:00.003+08:00

Life is really fragile. Something must be said before it too late. Im so exhausted but the matter of fact i love you. Rocky road up ahead. I might not be able to hold on tight and just slip and fell. Who will be there for me, if i open my hearts? >:

P.s I love u as always no matter how tough it matters.

24 september 2010, Friday

2010-09-24T15:55:00.004+08:00

dear said there are no friends in this world. Only family

20 sep 2010, Monday

2010-09-20T06:45:00.001+08:00

Life is like Texas poker ! If you don't put any in the pot, there won't be any to take out.

16 Sep 2010, Wednesday

2010-09-16T14:11:00.001+08:00

Gastric is killing me! rahhhh! ><

14 september 2010, Tuesday

2010-09-14T17:35:00.001+08:00

Cry cry cry cry! argh! i just wanna stop crying.! im lost.

1 Sep 2010, Wednesday

2010-09-01T05:53:00.004+08:00

Let the song tells about what i felt<:

I WANTED YOU! :D

Love is patient, Love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud, it is not rude
Its is not self seeking, it is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrong
...Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth

Its always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres
when perfection comes, the imperfect disappear ♥

31 Aug 2001, Tuesday

2010-08-31T03:04:00.003+08:00

Baby's gonna have his exam later on and its 3:05am already. His still awake and revising his papers. Im just a burden to him cause i shldnt had appear before his exams luh! Sigh but baby no matter what right, you must try your very best kay! 3 hours of paper. lol! best of luck b. <3 <3

P.s. Sigh i hope i got a house on my own to start my life together with you without any people bothering us. I'll make a good wifey :x <3

30 Aug 2010, Monday

2010-08-30T18:36:00.008+08:00

DAM ADORABLE. Only you make me smile always~>:

Its been one month already been together with b..:D I'd not been blogging like dunnoe since when. Maybe been lazing around or just too busy >: At times I like to be alone. At times i just need your hug. At times been wondering, do you still really love her. 4 Years relationship aint hard to let it down. Aint hard to put down the memories. Agony just in me whenever i think about it. Should i just let it go. My paper heart is killing my mind. But all i know that I could just continue loving you till you got the answer in your heart. Im just in love with u. The times and all. The smiles. Make me look back in this month really really acheeee! Cause your smile really brighten everything in me. Dam its like freakin emo right now. All i could say. I will be the girl supporting you. >':

16 aug 2010, monday

2010-08-16T10:56:00.006+08:00

I'm pampered by you. Im tooo devoted to my bf always. But they nv treasure me. Sigh. No one no one!

12 Aug 2010, thursday

2010-08-12T10:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday as promised my dad will be home for a talk. We had a long conversation at his room. Why things are like this. Are parents baised towards guys then girls? I'm no doubt bout it. They just wouldn't wanna say and hurt me only. I just need them to give me times and I will work super hard when I got a job that I wanted. After the conversation I cried. But Paul pull me back consoling me. I love him alot now. I dun wanna ever fall and never be able to stand up on my own. I love Paul chew zhe yang ley.

11aug 10, tuesday.

2010-08-11T03:33:00.003+08:00

Blackshot when I'm sad. Fuck all this sh1t that is happening. Please dun give up on me. I will fall

Sigh. My iPhone cracked. I see already dam emo. :(

6 Aug 2010, friday

2010-08-06T04:14:00.002+08:00

3rd aug 2010, Tuesday

2010-08-03T04:29:00.002+08:00

Sigh i'm really damn vexed! I love Marcus leow. Paper work really fked up. I'm lost! No one could hold me anymore

21 July 2010, Wednesday

2010-07-21T04:07:00.006+08:00

Recently I've been thinking, what true love is all about. I did went to facebook and put on my status and ask my friends around. This is what i got from them .

WenFu 小猪: Love is much more than a risk, but is a risk that one can take and grasp and fall into a dark abyss or dig oneself a hole and only crawl back when you overcome your emotions.How can one truly define what love is? Not even an experienced person can truly grasp or explain love to its truest and deepest meaning. Its concepts are just a never ending ... See Morestory of an open book of experiences. But love does lie in one's heart, where memories are but shadows lingering in your soul. Love is giving someone the power to break your heart, but trusting them not to.

Marcus Leow: true love needs sacrifices, true love need time to get along to understand each other, true love means 100% love, care , trust , get it dear!

Zerlina Lee: To me love is loving that person whole heartedly even though he broke ur heart... N seeing that person n wanting him to be happy knowing that his heart dun hav u... even though u urself r feeling miserable sad or wat his happiness to u is everything....

Chia Jia Wei:
L. is for the way u look at him
O. is u only one u see
v. is very very extraodinary
E .every more than u see

Evii Wayne: love and true love is the same, often that ppl dont understand what love means, hence they created true love. true love is an understanding of love which means giving ur everything to the person/ item without asking for return.
Hence when ppl say spread the love around, u are give but not asking for anything back in return. the sort of love that ppl knows now adays aint true love, cause what they want is: "i love you, so we must be together" which is wrong interpretation of the word Love :)

Ho Pei Pei- When You love someone,
it is about love and hate.
If not, the person would be of no existence to you!

When You love someone,
Every happening is a memory and never a regret!

When You Love someone,
You will never feel that you are enduring.
You are just respecting and supporting on their decisions.

When You love someone,
all the things around you comes to life.
You will slow down your pace to enjoy the presence

When You love someone,
it is about protecting and sacrifice,
not just responsibility!!

Love someone for their heart, mind and soul, not their body.
Girls can live without guys , but girls with boyfriend cannot live without the presence of their boyfriend. Nothing to replace the smiles and laughters, nothing to
fill their hearts. Girls maybe smiling and laughing away, but in fact they are
crying for the presence of their boyfriend...

So what does true love really means? Concerning care and sacrifies!? which is the most important. I felt that concern is the most important to carry on in a relationship. Without this its just like nothing. Just like human being. We need water to survie. Without food for few days or weeks. It won't die either.

P.s so freaking lost. Just wanna be an ordinary girl:(

28 June 2010, Monday

2010-06-28T16:17:00.003+08:00

dam i've got a round face:(

2 days had past. Dear will return back on the sunday morning 0025. Wheeee. Cant get to see him! meantime while his away i've been trying everyday to get a job. But it seems so hard! DAM DAM! Dam no moooooood MAN!! SIGH! Life is so hard! TT

P.s Awaiting ur return

23 June 2010, Wednesday

2010-06-23T18:54:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna make up my mind what i want for my future but im still lost. I dun wanna do something that i will regret and can never turn back. So things get serious for me now.

14 June 2010, Monday

2010-06-14T00:43:00.002+08:00

At around 9 plus me and dear head down to tiong bahru n eat the porridge. Reaching home early I went to check my temp 39.2. I took medicine already see how it goes

p.s damn xin ku:(

12june 2010

2010-06-12T05:06:00.002+08:00

I am having high fever now! So xin ku! I ate panadol hopefully my fever will subsidies. I hate getting fever. My eyes are tearing so hate it

10 june 2010, Thursday

2010-06-10T07:01:00.002+08:00

Great day today! Me and dear finally went to upper thomson road to see dog. And after went to yishun to have dinner and we went to vivo to see dog again but then, its too late. The dogs are gonna wash up. heee! we are so late! and after me and dear headed to makansutra to eat mee roooobooosss. Super nice lah. so long never eat malay food already. Damn nice man.!Its such a great day and dear always talk to loudly.! <3

P.s today was a great day dear, are u happy? or contented?

9/6/2010, Wednesday

2010-06-09T06:14:00.005+08:00

YAY i thought that i wouldnt have make it. But at last we reach there half an hour earlier at tiong bahru to eat the most famous charcoal porridge<3 !! Super nice man! and im still coughing but slightly better already:D Dear told me that the porridge was nice but i dunno whether he meant it or not.!:D I miss eating japanese food! sigh sigh! After eating we headed to chambers for lanning. Dear was coughing badly! and i made a terrible mistake again. I left my phone at chambers. But luckily dear's friend got it and i will get it tmr:P

P.s Get well soon dear :(

8 June 2010, Tuesday

2010-06-08T06:52:00.005+08:00

Dear smile so niceeeeee<3

Dear so cuteeeeeeeee<3

7 June 2010, Monday

Dear and i, we went to yck market to have our dinner. We went to queue for duck rice stall and chicken rice stall and it was super long. We queued for almost half an hour.! but dear went to queue for the duck rice stall!. After having dinner at yck we went to chinatown to have desert!:D My fav tang yuen. Omg! super nice man!

8th June, Tueday

Sigh me and dear cough badly! i already bought cough syrup but it seems no cure. Getting worst and worst! The other day we went to keppel road to eat bat kut teh. Also no cure! Today we went to eat punggol to eat the famous nasi lemak. But before that me and dear went to upper thomson road to see dogs. Dear is so into dog. But i already got a dog that i neglected for quite sometimes. But upper thomson road one of the pet shop was closed on monday. We went to serangoon garden again. But seems no where no find a pet shop. Does dear really wanna have a pet? to take care or not. We also went to vivo to see as well!:D super adorable !<3 and we headed to giant! MUAHAHAHAA! so cuteeee dear<3
Im so despo for a job that i wanted. I wanna work so that i know what i want in life:( After a talk from my dad, i damn emo liaos x.x

5 jun, Saturday

2010-06-05T04:49:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh! I'm having bad sore throat now! I hate sore throat! Why is this happening TT. Is there any fast remedy to it? Dear also sore throat! He bad! I drank his water and I got it the next day! Dear's weakling :x muahahah!<3

P.s: no matter how hard it is to endure, I will be always strong and trying to cope with it!

2nd June Wednesday

2010-06-02T12:03:00.001+08:00

I dun like to work in an enviroment that I dun like. I have no motivation to work. Do u think enviroment is very important?:(

31 May 2010, Monday

2010-05-31T01:50:00.008+08:00

Its 2am in the morning right now. Today was a big day for pork. Its his 18th birthday! Waking up at 2 pm in the afternoon and from cck we went to sembawang shopping centre to grab our steamboat and bbq ingrediants. Reaching cymon's house at around 8 plus and start our steamboat and bbq. But before that we need to defrost and cut out and place it nicerly in the plates. But something really shocked me and caught my eye! Its so adorable can and at the same time i find it damn gross.

His birthday cake so damn creative. Custom made 1 kays :)

Past few days been really tired. So much of sacrifies. <3 but its worth it after all!:DD Gonna start work soon and will be missing dearest alot! DD: sigh sigh. Its been almost 4 months already and staying over at his house also 4 months. Many ups and down. This 4 months was really instense<3 and yet CLOSE. Is this what called love about. One of my friend posted on his facebook statues, do u find it this was really true enuff? or its just each personal opinion? DD: sighhhh! i find it so damn true! i just wan to be a princess:(

Dear's hair so nice so nice! but Dear the way u look at me even more nicE! i so miss the way that u look at me when we first met.! :O

P.s I love u alot do u ever felt it? I DOUBT! <33333
my love never change till u changed of heart <3

26 June 2010,Wednesday

2010-05-26T08:29:00.004+08:00

Time flies! almost been 4 months with dear ler.! AND I <3 this song alot!I damn emo after listen this song zz

Jay Chou : Shuo Le Zai Jian 說了再見
Lyrics:
天亮了　
雨下了　
你走了清楚了　
我愛的　
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　
放不掉　
淚在飄你看看　
你看看　
看不到我假裝過去不重要　
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見　
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好
說了再見　
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老　
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好

天亮了　
雨下了　
你走了清楚了　
我愛的　
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　
放不掉　
淚在飄你看看　
你看看　
看不到我假裝過去不重要　
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見　
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好

你的笑　
你的好　
腦海裡　
一直在繞我的手　
忘不了　
你手的溫度心碎了一地　
撿不回從前的心跳　
傷心過去我無力逃跑　
說再見　
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好

P.s dear always so fierce when dota zz!<3

24 Monday 2010

2010-05-24T08:00:00.003+08:00

Seriously i dunno what to blog about already.
At midnight went out with dear with clara and botak and pork. We
went to geylang to eat tao huey and went to eat dim sum also! Dim sum super nice at jalan basar there. I think shld be there.!:D
Gonna start work real soon! but now im seriously broke:( start work no more games and serious in money! am not gonna waste any money:D

P.s dota sucks big time.

20/5/2010, Thursday

2010-05-20T12:32:00.004+08:00

Dear doesnt like to watch comedy romance show. So unromantic of him. sigh sigh sigh! So I just watched it at funshion alone!:( That show is so damn nice and inspired! I was moved to tears by that show..Its worth watching!:D
Now i am super damn sick! DAMN THE FKING WEATHER!. Out of a sudden just rain and sunny! what is this..! NOw i am having sore throat and its freaking bad! slight fever and slight flu for now. My throat damn paiN! i hate sore throat! sore throat spread to fever! ARGHHHH! i feel like eating home cook porridge and drink cough syrup.! SHLD I GO TO SEE A DOC ALONE NOW? and be back at night to meet dear. I WANNA EAT PORRIDGE:(

P.S: dear is asleep now shld i left his side a while and go and see a doc mysef?

16 May 2019, Sunday

2010-05-16T04:14:00.006+08:00

My best girlfriend forever xoxo

HAHAHA my fat fat chubby face:D

I was thinking of uploading my old cam whoring photos back to my blog as recently I did not cam whore as much as i do. HEE HEE! In the past, me and dear use to take photos! Now i guess, we did not take anymore. I so miss miss the past can. As i know the past used to be the sweetest. I want the past back.:D Soon i guess im gonna start work once my mom agree to meet up with her friend as a managing director. WOooooo. Money will be in sooner:D i so miss working life and of cause working life is so much better then leading a life with nothin:( but at least i can accompany dear since his holiday!:D If not when he start school already, his gonna be stressed up again hahahah! poor lil propooooo <3
When i was driving home to dear's home, i was wondering what's in dear's mind! arghh!! and all i know, recently his ex gf is with his clique again and that's make me so awkard. But i just dunnoe how and what to do. ZZzz. Its so weird all i can say. His ex gf and his clique tgt with dear though dear never talk to her much also.. JUST SO WEIRD! IM AINT NO TRANSPERANT but guess i treat it as nothing. IM good im fine just weird deep down my paper heart ahh fk. I simply love dear alot. I just wanna be so damn perfect for him and do whatever i can do cause i know dear its those kind of guy that is not firlt.:D but im not sure whenever each time he saw his ex will he think back about the past as i know he truly love her once.. IM such a failure but if there is one day his gonna leave my side, i cant do much cause i know his heart has a right choice:(

3rd May 2010, Monday

2010-05-03T01:34:00.004+08:00

Dear need to rush up his homework and later its his hand out already! Im still sober and its 1.36 am already! Friday night went to watch IP MAN 2. His favourite can YE WEN! OMG LAH. WHY I WANNA BE BRUCE'S LEE. I SAW this thing i feel like smiling :) HEH!I need attention! but i know u are busy with projects! no worries:D im fine!
His super tired i guess and stressed up! i dunno what to do..:( projects over soon! let's enjoy!:D

21 April 2010, Wednesday

2010-04-21T17:59:00.007+08:00

SEE THIS SEE THIS SOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUZ.PROPOOOOOOoooooooooo

I <3 to blow dry dear's hair whenever after he sits right infront of his computer! I just dunno why but i just <3 him so much nowww

CAM WHORING!

IPHONE CAMERA NOT CLEAR ENUFF! RAHHHHHHHHH
<3 Clara :D

16 april 2010, friday

2010-04-16T09:13:00.003+08:00

THIS PHOTO I FIND IT SO CUTE! I SNAPPED IT KAYS:D !!

Slept for only 2 hours cause dear keep make me and dun let me go to bed early! Today programme will be heading to dear's gym condo and after accompany his friend derrick to go home bath and rpughly today programme will be chilling with dear's sol mates. some kind like outing.:D

P.s tired but worth it

16 april 2010, Friday

2010-04-16T02:16:00.010+08:00

GIRLY AFFAIR! <33 <33

CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE<3 dear heeee

eye lash! <3 lols

why my face like this x.x!

cute cute lil tongue:x

so sweet uhh:D <3

my face why like round round de!

Quan man, me and pauline:D

Today been rather busy. Waking up at 12.30pm to meet my dad at home to test drive mini cooper. I dun really like mini cooper as the steerling wheel very hard. The weight its too much for me! COE PLEASE GO DOWN SOON! I HATE THAT NAR forbid me to get a car! sigh! slk slk SLK or mini cooper im still considering !!! Weather been freaking hot recently. Suddenly in the afternoon can be super hot but turns evening can be cold. I hate it man! damn the weather so much! After test drive was like about 4 already and my dad got to wait for his lexus dealer to come our house to check the car.! waited for so long and miss dear so much! After everything was done straight down to station and heed back to dear's home! <3 i hate myself for being over sensitive, over reacted, over controlled, over jealousy for NOTHING! i nid to change if not i will gonna turn emo and think at a corner. That's me! that's how i am suppose to me i guess! I freaking hate myself to the maxxxx X100!!!

21 March 2010, Sunday

2010-03-21T14:36:00.011+08:00

VANILAA

Lighting

OMG LIGHTING! WOW i don't know she's pretty or handsome! COool!

SARAH

I wanna look like her!!:X

CAM WHORING! I HEART MY GIRLS!

19 march 2010, Friday

2010-03-19T02:01:00.004+08:00

18 march 2010, Thursday
Dear did not turn up for lesson.*Bad Bad*. He chiong homework till he cant wake up. LOL!. But in the his homework still not done. Give me one day i can do all up lahhhh.. Dear sloww. FUZ.PROPO so slowwwwwwww :x
Dear so damn stressed up. I dunno what to do to help him. So useless. Piece of sh!T
INVICTUS DISBAND!. IM SO SAD! I CRIED LIKE FOR 15 mins!. AND ppl told me its just a game. But i freaking <3 them!.
forget it. Its just a game after all:D

Im still puzzled about one thing. I dont know whether im gonna get the military jacket not. The actual price was 299 but there's a landed cost 60% off! OMGOMG!. So i only gotta pay 120 that price! I <3 the cutting. Its suit me the best as i know those brand-less jacket doesn't suit me well.. DO U THINK I SHLD GET?

IM SO PUZZLED! OR get other brands?

I WANTED IT SO BADLY! BUT IM PUZZLED!

P.S DEAR U like the surprise? GOT SHOCK DAO NI MAH? woooo

FUZ.PROPO,FUZ.PROPO FUZ.PROPO, FUZ.PROPO, FUZ.PROPO, FUZ.PROPO! <333333333333333

15March Monday, 2010

2010-03-15T11:36:00.018+08:00

Sweeeeet pink :D

Oooooo PROPOOOOO:D

<3 black x.x!

awwww SO CUTE!!!:D

RawRrrrrrR!

OooooooooOooooooOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo XD

Dear tummy so cuteeeee lah XP. SO CHUBBY:D

I'd not been updating my blog and it's gonna be so dead soon! Recently work really sucks! That damn manager always looks things by the book. None of us really likes anything about her. The way she walks really funnnnyyyyyy. Its not that i wanna criticize her as well. Just that, FREAKING FUNNNNNNNNNNNY!!!. I dun like working with her. SO DAMN STRESSED!. 12march, Friday- Dear me and his clique we went to watch
"Kidnapper". Actor: Christopher Lee really acted well in that movie. At first i thought that this movie was super boring. But it ended up well..I gave a rating 4/5 to it. SO MUST GO AND WATCH KAYS!:D

13 March, Saturday

Recently im so tired.. but everything its worth sacrificing <3333333
Today dear's clique decided to watch "COP OUT"
I find that show hilarious but i slept through out the whole movie. Im too tired i guess. This show i'd catch nothing but just LAME talks by both dumb cops! .
Dear was stressed up for his homework. He at times vent his anger on some stuff and i'll just quietly stone-ing. I'm sucks cause I didn't know what to do, how to help him. I'm so lost dear and felt like crying at times.

- LOST!

P.s

Dear don't stressed kays! U can talk to me your problems like how you use to text me before we met:D I will understand your situation and don't give you problems and doubled up worries kays. I <33333333333333333 you DEAR!

6 march, saturday 2010

2010-03-06T18:36:00.009+08:00

woooo imbaaaaaaaaaaaa XD

SO EMOOOOOOOOOOO

DAPH:D

5th March, friday

I'm here to blog once again. my blog really rots badly. Many things had happened and I love marcus alot.:D i wanna last super long with him. Im so tired at times as i have to wake up early for work.. work is boring but i love my job..i super love the brand that im working. After work dear came to pick me from my work place and we went to meet his clique. Super tired tho but im willing to do anything for my dear. That's the power of love. But im just scared of so many stuff. Im having a phobia but i don't wish to show it out. I just love the way he is. We went to catch Alice in the wonderland with his clique. Super boring show but nice animation and gaphics. Not worth watching i can say. Dear fall asleep while watching. DEar so freaking pig. He loves to sleep lah.. sigh..then make me so bored. emo-ing <333333

I simple love you but do u love me?T.T

28 Nov 2009, Saturday

2009-11-28T13:09:00.008+08:00

Omg my face! its the mirror ! LOL! im not a dirty cat. >.<

CAM WHORING!

This guy FeederTheebz said my clan noob when i told him, his gun was bugg. SORE! He left the game.^^

Shikaku clan:D

MY FRAG. nice? heh.

27 Nov 2009, Friday

Yesterday my mom invited her majong kaki friends down to our house for majong session. Guess what there's 2 table. omg. But there's alots of good food.<3 LOL! I even helped my maid to wash the dishes. Tons and tons of dishes. Poor thing. I help them to lighten their chores as well. Yesterday food was super nice:D
I went to meet dearest at north point to have our dinner at soul garden. Guess what no crab sticks. That's my favourite. I eat buffet i can mights well not eat it. so not worth it for me. rawr! what a nice day rain rain rain when i cab down to north point.

17 Nov 09, tuesday

2009-11-18T18:41:00.012+08:00

Koey<3 super adorable!!!:D

Daphw and me.:D

Angel<3

Neglecting my blog for some times already. My laptop was down and past few days brought down to wisma at sony service centre for servicing. Some photos taken few weeks ago. Few weeks back, angel and i went to kbox:D
Its so hard to meet her up. Maybe like once a blue moon only.LOL

ADDICTED<3

7 Nov, Sat 09

2009-11-07T13:00:00.004+08:00

The other day met up with angel. After so many long long long months! HEH! we just do a little of a catch up session. OMGOMG! HEH! i really do hope many more days to come. HEH

-.- BLACKSHOT OR ME?!!!!

27 Oct, Tuesday

2009-10-27T14:44:00.005+08:00

This photo was taken quite a while ago. i really love colo.HEH! Im wearing the RAZER HEADSET! Damn nice. WOOOOOOO!!!!!!

18 Oct, Sunday

2009-10-18T03:08:00.005+08:00

17 Sep 09, Saturday

i am so damn tired today! Its a long long long day man. Went to COLO:D I love their imba computer there tho i can say its so much expensive comparing to other lanshops. Met up with kok and Jason over at bugis and came along with sam, bin and xiang. We are gonna eat Pastamania. It's dear treats.:D Cause he had his reason for it. After dinner went down to The Cathay to watch movie mean while awaiting Nic. We watched HAEUNDAE. Its worth watching after all. After movies, headed home and i am so DAMN TIRED!

THE MVP? LOL! Damn cute hur.LOL!

13 October, 2009

2009-10-13T23:55:00.005+08:00

Me and Jacinta:D

Acting cute again!:D

OMG OMG OMG! My blog gonna rot soon! I'd been busy with driving lessons man. Lesson can be fun at times and can be stressed up!! RAWR!!! Im gonna finishing my driving lesson soon and gonna book that damn TP! stressed and tired. Nobody can help me:(
I SO In love with AUDI CARS NOW!:D

7th September 2009, Monday

2009-09-07T00:41:00.005+08:00

<3 Koey. <3 her bangs LOL!

I'd not been updating blog ever since a week. 4 Sep 09, friday night went out with dear, sam, qiang, xue to lanshop at dome.LOL! quite boring ley. Then saturday went to meet kok and xiang to have dinner together over at sakae sushi. I <3 Japanese food. So just a simple saturday night stay at home after dinner and went to blackshot with dear. To me blackshot quite boring. Play and play and play seems bored to me..."speechless" ....

DEAR CHARACTER AND MINE

BLACKSHOT got nice GRaphic compared to sudden attack and combat arms.

P.s U've hurt me badly

1 September09, Tuesday

2009-09-01T00:43:00.008+08:00

This was super long ago when dear was in RECRUIT! LOL! Funny ley u dear.ur eyes:P

Dear ur face so red. Just a lil only.RED MONKEY

JACINTA:P

Prettty paulinE:)

LOL? Lame 5/10....LOL!

29 Sep09, saturday

Dear so good accompany me to st.j. As it was like so long never go there already. Just once a while go there chill and relax:D When we reached there the queue was so super long but luckily Jacinta and her bf was queue-ing at boiler. So i just join the queue from there.:D really thanks. I was totally knocked out on that day but one thing is really enjoyed but dint get to the dance floor at all. Went home at 3am as dear said i totally knocked out. i Puke 3 times.omGOSH! but really enjoyed. Just once a while goin there will be fine. :)

P.s Really enjoy with u guys HAHA!:D

30 Sep 09, Sunday

Waking up at 11plus am and still totally hang over and went back to sleep again in the afternoon. Stomach felt so uneasy. But dear was bored cause my laptop couldnt detach his connection. Stupid router he got!

1 Sep 09, Monday

I cant wait to meet up with angel soon! i miss her so much! hopefully we got cam whoring season later on.<3 her so much and misses her badly. its like few months never met up with her. Cause she's always a busy woman.:)

P.s Angel dun worry. IM HERE! there will be recovery soon and i know it:D

IM CATCHING A COLD SOON:(

27 August 09, Thursday

2009-08-27T18:39:00.008+08:00

SO MUCH OF MEMORIEST.T

I <3 you

Bringing back the memories:)

I super love this picture<3

Time flies. Im meeting my best girlfriend next week and i cant wait for that day to come.So much of rememberance in the past. I missed those days she came over to my house to stay and we had girly talked at that moment. :)
Gaming is really addictive. Esp blackshot. I cried and think does this bring us apart.I felt loney when u leave me alone. We used to have many memorable memories but it faded every second every minunte when time goes by. But all i know. No matter what happened, my love is always a beginning from the day we met:D

P.s <3 <3 <3

27August2009. Thursday

2009-08-27T00:28:00.003+08:00

Turning Point

After so much of hesitation and consideration, doubting still whether wanna catch movies over at causeway point. But lastly, dear me and sam went to causeway point to watch Turning Point. That show really suck can. Its not worth watching at all. I gave 2/5 for that show la. Its all sam's idea on watching that show. Such a boring show. People please don't watch that dumb show.. But at least have a good dinner with dear at causeway point. Its been so long..:) <3 Reach there already quite late and i've got no time to buy my ear piece.. but still enjoyable:D

26 August 09, Wednesday

2009-08-26T01:06:00.008+08:00

I woke up super late today. Waited for dear to come home and have dinner together. After dinner he accompanied me to watch korean dramas on channel u. <3 korean DARAMS! I decided to post one super unglam photo of mine. This is actually face mask. LOL Black in COLOR! I love to do facial and take care of my skin instead of buying so many make up products. SKIN CARE IS SO IMPORTANT AND PART OF MY LIFE<3 I have many skin care products like SK-II, clinique<3 these products

This is BIOTHERM PRODUCTS

SK-II: FACIAL TREATMENT ESSENCE

Containing more than 90% Pitera®, this much loved miracle water is a must-have for healthy, radiant skin. It helps maintain the skin's natural renewal cycle to its optimum condition to allow skin nourishment. It also works to balance the skin's pH and sebum secretion, so oily and dry areas are properly moisturised.
SUPER IN LOVE WITH THIS!:D

UNGLAM RIGHT x.x

I <3 this bedroom design. It gonna be like my room soon.! I love princess ROOM :)

HEH! I find it SO UNGLAM. Dun luff peoplex.x

23 August 2009, Sunday

2009-08-23T23:01:00.004+08:00

22 August 2009, Saturday

Went to kelly chua's birthday over at changi aloha. Quite boring in the first place as we dun even know his friends. But luckily there's pauline XD. We chit chat and was wondering why do guys had so much things to talk in the first place. Guys loves to talk about ns. OMG! cannot believe it. Was that really so funny about NS?!LOL. Dear also bbq for me and pauline crab stick. Thanks dear inspite its so smelly. We wanted to head home at 2am but there goes the rain. Wait and wait and wait. 4am we leave from there.:D
It was enjoyable <3
LASTLY. THANKS KATEEEEEEE FOR HELPING ME IN MY BLOG:D <3

Dear and me<33

ME AND PAULINE, SHE's Sweet:)

I realise i got a round facex.x

Monday, 17 August 09

2009-08-17T15:59:00.000+08:00

Sunday went to watch WHERE GOT GHOST movie. That show had 3 parts of story. That show was so so only. Quite worth to watch. I liked that 3rd part of the story. It say, no matter how filty rich u are, health is important.. No matter what health is more important then money. :D

9 august 2009, Sunday

2009-08-09T16:53:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to everyone:D

P.s Scold somemore cb.

1august 2009

2009-08-01T17:52:00.002+08:00

i love this damn song alot. Reminds me alot of things<3

Boys Like Girls
Love Drunk lyrics

(Hey, hey, hey, hey! )
Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit 'n run,
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burnin' up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt,
But girl in case you haven't heard

I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We use to kiss all night, now it's just a barfight
So don't call me crying
Say hello then goodbye (okay! )

Cause just one sip (okay! )
Would make me sick
I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

(Hey, hey, hey, hey! )x2
Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinnin' on a roller coaster ride
The world, stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy everytime we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We use to kiss all night, now it's just a barfight
So don't call me crying
Say hello then goodbye (okay! )

Cause just one sip (okay! )
Would make me sick
I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you,
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober

I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We use to kiss all night, now it's just a barfight
So don't call me crying
Say hello then goodbye (okay! )

Cause just one sip (okay! )
Would make me sick
I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

Na na na na na na na na na (x8)

Now it's over
Still taste it on my tongue
Now it's over

28 July 2009, Wednesday

2009-07-28T15:25:00.011+08:00

Damn the blogger bar for uploading of pictures. Saturday 25July 09 celebrating qing and terence's birthday. SO WEIRD LO. So much fun. Got so tired after everything. But thanks to all for helping up cleaning espically xiang and ivan. Both helped out the most. I am so tired. AFter work quickly get home for the cake ceremony. LOL. Sweet sweet 19 to QING n BABY(<3)

FAMILY Potrait? Birthday boy? LOL

Qing cleaning up. LOL. Cake all over.

Jie, Terence and kok

Qing and Terence

What sam doin sia.Act cute? LOL

PEOPLES!

Birthday Boys

CAKES!!! LOL! DAMN JIE F***ed Face. LOL!

Dear So cute <3

Xue the toilet boy. Thx for helping lol!

Mr Ivan using my pink flat straightner. LOL

Xiang sleeping on my bed. MR SOC KIA. LOL

Birthday cakes. LAUGH!!!!. From kok and jie;x

The peoples at terence's house.

ALways playing game. SIGH!

The fake lash that i've bought 1 week back. Cause me a bomb. LOL!<3 MAC!

18 July2009, saturday

2009-07-19T03:32:00.009+08:00

SNAPPED<3

sucks lah my face. So ROUND. >.< they told me not to luff

U de most handsome lah jie.Flower boy.:p

Too bad. Ur fotos.WAHAHAHA. and plus No1 hair cut.LOL!!!!

HAHAHA not bad lah despite we have to do weird photos:P

Weird. HARMFUL KAY:D

See the cutting. OMG. What a teeshirt KOK:p

kok and jie back view. KOK SEXY HUR?LOL!

About 1 weeks plus is terence's birthday. Sweet 19 by then. Alright. Today went to Haji lane with kok, jie, xiang and terence<3 LOL. We went there to slack. Actually to sheesha. But i dun like smoke-ing that. I tried it once but it was so bad. And from then on. No more sheesha for me. Weird. Just sit there place poker cards and some stupid games. Losers will actaully got snap photos. And the photos came out to be actually weird. LOL! HAHAHA after sheesha went back home, Jie left first and xiang and kok went to terence's house. PS3 again. Dunno what game lah. LOL. Great day. OKOK LUH!:D

In the end xiang accompany me dota leh. OWNED! I was trying to use heros that i have not tried. Its 1v1. :D xiang dun worry. Cause u put water to let me farm.WAHAHAHAH

15 july09, wednesday

2009-07-15T15:20:00.008+08:00

Wide smile:D

GORGEOUS LAH:D

HANDSOME <3

vicki girl:D

he dint know:P <3

14 July went to amk to meet yj, qiang xue and terence:D Qiang wanted to watch The Haunting. Lame show lah. freaked the hell out of me. But overall i give a rating of 8/10. Indeed base on true story. :D
At around 2 plus this afternoon met up with vicki :D after so long met up just for a chill at terence's block. Just chit chat. :D she's getting slimer compared to the past i last saw her. Hopefully i can meet up soon with u again. LAst night i was so damn tired. I slept early at 2am.

1 July 09, Wednesday

2009-07-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

Thanks yimei for helping me to do my blog. I had headache somehow over my blog. Thanks Thanks Thanks!!!!:D Today went to see houses with my parents. They are gonna buy it man tho its nice but the location really f***ed up somehow. Takes time. After that went to get my MAC product at Nee ann city!!:D Super love MAC!:D Evening went to meet dearest, jie and qing. They are gonna jog at the stadium.LOL!!! Panting away man those guys. Great day today:D

30June 2009

2009-06-30T01:14:00.008+08:00

Sunday, 28 june 09

Its terence's mum bday.LOL! Went to super near by places to eat simple dinner. The food was damn not nice and doesnt suits my appetite. Sian thought could eat sushi tei. I love love japanese food. Craving for that. Sometimes, if i never eat whatever food i like, i will depress cause im not always eating the food that i wan. Chinese food im so sick of it man! JAPANESE FOOD!!!!!=D After dinner went to holland village as his dad drove us there. WE had Haagan daz for desert. Super nice. I love haagen daz Ice cream. And hollang village so damn relaxing.

Classic Banana Spilt

After dinner head home. Lame day!x.x

LAME~ BORED

Hmmm idiot sia. still on fone

Have not been updating my blog. Gonna rust badly soon. Alright. 27June09, saturday went to watch transformer with sam, kok, jie, qing, ter, xiang and sam's friend. We booked online at 12.30am at lido shaw house. Dammits. kok send sh home in the end waited for him at sbw station till last train to marina bay no more lah. waited for him 45 mins and yet we reach lido just nice. 12.30 sharp. If we werent cab down from amk i guess we will be super late. And everything so rush!! why must be like this. Wanna go toilet before the show but then seems like things get so rush. Watched transformer for 2 hr plus. LONG LONG SHOW but so so only the show. Transformer 1 the best already. But megan fox super hot! how i wish i was her.LOL!!!!!!!! headed home after movies. Stupid day. waste money on cab to town and waited and in the end no time for everything.

P.s PLAN BEFORE HAND.. SIGH>.<

11june 2009, Thursday

2009-06-11T17:51:00.009+08:00

CAM WHORING AGAIN.

SNOOB...HEH!

YOUR HAIR ITS GROWING.LMAO!

CAM WHORING, NO EYE LINER:x

STUPID! >.<

FIERCE:D she looked up and SNAP!:D

CHEESE GIRL:D

I looked so damn cock.LOL!

Angel removing her fake nails? PAINFUL!!!:(

Here's my lastest update. Been busying with stuff. :x
The other day went to amk to meet angel to get rid of her nails.LOL. Finally met up with her. Its been so long man! RAWR!!! IMISSED her. :D

7 June 2009, Sunday

2009-06-07T23:47:00.005+08:00

QING's DOG! :D Distraction of QING LAH!

SATURDAY NIGHT! we people went to amk hub to watch BLOOD, THE LAST VAMPIRE! RAWR!!
This movie was okay only. But not really worth watching. At the start was really good but when it came to the ending part, it was totally sucks lah.LOL!!!! after movie went over to qing house to see his puppy dog.. DAMN CUTE LAH! After slacking over at his house, went over to terence's house le. Its late then. But those guys really enjoyed alot alot.HEH >.<

*YJ, was sleeping cause his too tired over at cinema. But i guess the show was just too boring for him.LOL!

6 June 2009, Saturday

2009-06-06T13:41:00.007+08:00

Its another saturday. My condition have become slightly better but still there's air in my stomach. Favourite song and lyrics. Check out at you tube..:D

A Day To Remember Lyrics

If It Means A Lot To You Lyrics

(feat. Sierra Kusterbeck of Versa Emerge)

Hey darling,
I hope you're good tonight.
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving.
Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it.
Tell me something sweet to get me by,
'Cause I can't come back home till they're singing

La, la la la, la la la,
Till everyone is singing

If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past.
Well it might be for the best.

Hey sweetie,
I need you here tonight,
And I know that you don't wanna be leaving me
Yeah, you want it, but I can't help it.
I just feel complete when you're by my side,
But I know you can't come home till they're singing

La, la la la, la la la,
Till everyone is singing.
La, la la la, la la la.

If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past.
It might be for the best.

You know you can't give me what I need.
And even though you mean so much to me,
I can't wait through everything,
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again.
And don't you dare say we can just be friends.
I'm not some boy that you can sway.
We knew it'd happen eventually.

La, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
(If you can wait till I get home)
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
(Then I swear we can make this last)
Now everybody's singing.

La, la la la, la la la,
(If you can wait till I get home)
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
(Then I swear we can make this last)
Now everybody's singing.
La

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ijHnxMFYvw&feature=PlayList&p=38031616A9B1E987&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=20

3 June 2009, Wednesday

2009-06-03T09:59:00.002+08:00

Im blogging rather early now. My stomach still hurting like shit but i can say i felt much more better. I kept on running to toilet to pass out. I went to see a doctor again last night to check what exactly happened he told me one week of Diarrhoea had been too much and ask me to go to hospital to check up after 2 days taking his medication again. I hate to fall sick cause i felt that i am a burden to everyone espically my love ones. He took care of me but somehow will neglect me and vent anger onto me cause its my first time being so ignorant and thrwoing my damn attitude to him. That's why im a burden. Sigh! I hardly eat this 5 days. I wanna be healthy again. I dun wanna be a burden. I dun wan anything happened to me anymore T.T

31 May 2009, Sunday

2009-05-31T10:41:00.008+08:00

Last year malaka trip:D

The fake ang kong.LOL!!!

I love this photo:D

This was liks last yearx.x

Im back to blog. :D its been sometimes since i blog. Yesterday went to see a doctor cause of my stomach upset. I have stomach flu/wind. Damn. It hurts so much bad till i loss my appetite and cant even sleep properly or even walk properly. I hope this stupid sickness faster shhhooooo..LOL! I thought i had kana the H1n1. Cause everything was so concidence. Firstly, i have cough, followed by fever, flu and diarrhoea. All these systoms was like H1n1 and singapore 4 person was quarantine. SCARY HUR!!:x So we must practice hygiene such as washing our hands regulary.
I have not been going out for a long time but stay home to emo myself and of i need plently of rest to fight against the virus for my stomach. .sad-ed x.x
No photos to update but some old photos really melts my heart:D

18 May 2009, Monday

2009-05-18T23:09:00.005+08:00

Is this nice? too bad no more size. I love this cute clothes man!!!ARGH!!!

Fish and chips rice?! Yummmiiiiii....

This is the tang yuan..LOL!

Monday blues? still alright=D Today after work went to meet my mummy after work for lunch at ding tai feng.! After that shoppping time.:x HAHAHA Bought 3 clothes today. All black! LOL>.< I guess black suits me?=x I cant help it sometimes.!LOL! After done shoppping with mummy, went to meet those guys. Terence, samuel and qing. Accompany them shopping. Samuel wanted to buy shoes but keep looking around and cant really decides, in the end he did not get his shoes but he will get it one day after consideration. Keep walking around and chilling. But before that meet them to have dinner with them. I just ate Tang Yuan at food republic. Its weird lah the Tang Yuan over there. And those guys ate fish and chips rice?I got no idea what's that.LOL. Fun day. Tmr boring day. Full shift again. But i really love my job^^

13 May 2009, Wednesday

2009-05-13T10:30:00.002+08:00

Dammits! Today im having Mentrual Problem. Whenever it came for the first day, it wil likw fcking heavy flow and just wanted to stay at home. First day of period for me its HELL. I will feel nauseas, headache and slightmajority of fainting. I have never faint when i have menstrual problem but it feels like. The whole body super aching like that and i dun have the mood. Cause for first day, my damn stomach will cramp for whole day. x.x gonna have work later and im not sure whether possible not to go work cause it will defintely affect my work.. SIAN! I NID DAMN LOTS OF PAINKILLER ALREADY LAH.DAMN IT! Some people out there, please dun provoked gals when they are having mentrual cramps, i tell u, it fcking pain!

>.<

12 May 09, Tuesday

2009-05-12T20:48:00.007+08:00

HEEEEEE UR BIG TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETH:X AND UR EYES! >.<

Terence.:X u better cut ur damn hair.x.x WAHAHAHAHA

CAM- WHORING OVER AT MY BALCONY:x heh

MY ROOM! <3 ITS abit messy lah on my bedx.x

Today waking up at 6am and i dun have enuff sleep also.x.x Today have meeting at raffles city with Area Manager. I almost late for the meeting and ended up im still not the lastest. Its the blackie=x his bad lah..i dun really like him. His abit hypocrite to me luh.Sigh. WHATEVER KAYS! I dun care about him. After meeting over at 10am, went back to start work. Today long day manx.x just tired but still happy :D
Tired still worthwhile. HEH! AFter work meet terence down at yck for simple dinner at yck hawker.HAHAHHAHAHA..After that he accompany me back home. I wanna get LIC! but still finding the time. But im sure im gonna get LIC by this year and of cause WITH CAR! HEH! <3<3<3 MINICOOPER LAH <3<3<3 MERZ SLR <3<3<3 Merz SLK! =D
Dead i am just too confused and fickle cause when i got lic, i dunno which care i want it. =x

11 May 09, Monday

2009-05-11T22:09:00.005+08:00

TENDERLOIN SUNSET RESTAURANT

PARAGON LAWRY's RESTAURANT DESERT<3 Mother's day special

Long day man today..<3 just feeling tired. Today its Stanley's birthday. Its terence's brother.LOL. Actually i dont really cared much about his birthday.LOL
>.< sounds so bad right hahahaha. Terence's parents drove us to sunset resturant somewhere over at seletar airport.HAHAHAH I ate TENDERLOIN!. The most expensive beef.!!HAHAHAHA.. Tomorrow long dayx.x

Just tired but happy :D

10 MAY 2009, Sunday

2009-05-10T13:23:00.003+08:00

First of all

HAPPY MOTHER's Day!!!!

YAY!! Its mother's day today. Gladly yesterday,i already had dinner with my family over at paragon at one of the steak house. I cant remember the steak house name its over at level 2. Next to Calvin Klein Jeans. I found that i don't really like the food but overall still okay. After finished dinner, i went to look uo for those guys=D.. DAMMITS, I saw Miss Selfridge one of the blouse i super liked it alot. That was like 63 bucks. Should i get it?!!!SIGH!>.<

P.S Thanks mum for everything u fought in the past and work so hard just not to let J and me suffer. Really appricates alot and u're a noble mum and always be my wonderful mum::D

7May 2009, Thursday

2009-05-09T13:52:00.009+08:00

My Face So sweaty leh after everything x.x

STUPID GUYS! =x

Squad 54, Patrick, Jeremy, Joey, Terence!

Nice background right?! taken at POLICE ACADEMY! =D

She's Jacinta :]

NICE=D Dun angry with me, cause i find it so sweet can ^^

Its Squad 54 POP! Guessed what, i was too boring and ended up meeting jacinta early at 3pm over at CCK. We chill and slack after that we took a bus down to Police Academy.X.X the weater was still alright for us but when we reached there, its so damn hot already luh! We got a nice seat but didnt expected that the sun was facing us! We reach there super early about 4.30 and that POP starts at 5.15 in the end. Make us waited for so long and so f***ing hot weather.We keep sweating like crazy luh. THEY FINIALLY CAME OUT! So damn nice lah the alighment and all their hard work trainning=D Esp those two weeks of reharsal. After march past end we went over to the back to find that and took photos! HAHA they look totally smart with thier uniform and dun care what V.C lah! who the hell cares! Just serve 2 years for GOV and F*** off! =x

P.S You guys ROCKS, Squad 54

29 April, Wednesday

2009-04-29T12:58:00.003+08:00

UGLY UGLY UGLY CANDY>.<

Today its my last day at work already. Yesterday at body shop was super busy. Guessed what. Alot of china tourist and im the only chinese there. All my other collueages were malay.GOD! So tiring. Im bad in speaking mandrain esp in the products cause i dun usually speak that also. I miss body shop. I miss the people there. They are good but just that i couldnt continue on...

P.S I MISS EM'T.T

28 April, Tuesday

2009-04-28T10:55:00.006+08:00

IM Freaking hair.!!!DAMN! BAD HAIR DAY

UGLY UGLY! IM FUGLY (X-X)
Waking up damn early and guessed what. Im not working in body shop anymore. So i have to complete 6 hours for compensation. So today i dun have break.SIGH! Today and tmr totally no break at all. But luckily i got a new job and wi-ll be starting on MAY!=D PHEW! Im goin off to work soon as its already 11pm..Best of luck to me and hopefully my colleagues wont be so nagging and of cos, showing off their attitude. x.x

P.S Best of luck to myself then=x

Monday, 27 April

2009-04-27T22:25:00.003+08:00

Gosh. U know what readers. I took a photo of myself and ended up i accidentally went to delete off my photos.That photo was my best shot! DAMMMMMNN!!! im SO F***ing sad!
No photos today. Just know that IM TOTALLY SAD LAH! ARGHHHHH!

Sunday, 26 April

2009-04-26T23:15:00.005+08:00

IM FUGLY!<3 my cute angel<3

She doesnt allow me to take her photos<3

Saturday, 25 April
Dammits not goin anywhere. Instead friday night went to boat quey celebrating friend's friend birthday. So im not very shou with him! HAHAHAHA. Ended up the bill came. Its 500 over and yet everyone paid and guessed what! The bill short of 100 and yet Jason paid the rest.Sigh..Abit too fcked already one lah.! Ended up reach home at 1am .EARLY EARLY=D
Damn Saturday at home the whole day lah.What a boring day.No further update on that.!Im a good gal.! Jo keep saying im a naughty gal! sadded>.<
Sunday!Yipee! Terence lim's book in day and counting to his POP! I guess his damn happy lah!..See him dota those few days.!!LOL but somehow enjoyed and yet tired! HAHAHHAA
Angel came over to my house today!After so long then see her once. Its like gonna be 2 months..MISSES<3 angel!! HAHAHAHAHA

19/4/09, Sunday

2009-04-19T22:23:00.005+08:00

MY CUTE LITTLE SHIKIN=x!!!!!

HAHAHA! I FUGLY LAH =x
Shag-ness..LOL! Yesterday saturday knock off work at 3 pm. After that went shopping with him just chill only. After that meet jie, kokheng, samuel slack at town.!! AFTER THAT HEADED HOME! BORING SATURDAY! But good saturday, cause i rest early! Watching him dota-ing.!LOL! Took train home, no cabby.HAHAH! Today work and took photos with CUTEY SHIKIN! some fotos are still with her..=x haha..Update those photos soon!!!

18 april 09, saturday

2009-04-18T00:17:00.012+08:00

SAMUEL & CUTEY LIM!Wahahahhaa

We went to buy groceries. HAHAHHAHA

CHEESE=x

IM DAMN FUGLY LAH!=x

BIN!=x

QIANG=D

TERENCE=D

BIN Again=D

JIE! damn cute lah u=D

QING=D

Poor me..MY EYES!!!=x

Sorry guys.Have not been updating my blog as im too damn busy. HEHS! This week been really fun but still stone-ing somehow! LOL! Anyway, this week working=D work work work. Somehow i do love my job man!Being a beauty consultant not that easy alright. More photos are being uploaded. So readers please hang on! =

4th april, saturday

2009-04-04T13:41:00.003+08:00

CLUB CLUB CLUB! <3

29.3.09, Sunday

2009-03-29T23:37:00.005+08:00

DEAR DRINKING TEH!<3 lol..HEH!

LOL DEAR<3 im FUGLY!<3

Yesterday 28.3.09, Saturday went to Big O. Reach home super late at 4am and dear told me that my hp was lost. I was not anxious at all at the moment. Its was my 2nd time i lost my fone already.DAMN sway lah. So today went to PP to get my replacement sim card. So i queued up to get the number in the end the person told me i nid my mummy IC to varify. But the first time, i lost my fone, i got my replacement sim card without my mum's varification.DAMN PISSED, i was just wondering.Sigh. Waited for the queue for about 45 mins, then they say cannot.FCKED UP! SIGH!..SWAY! So went to smoking area after that to chill first and saw zhihao. LOL!.Just chit chat for a while and dear and i went to amk hub. LOL!!! NICE SLEEP IN THE BUS HUR DEAR=)
No matter how my attitude fcked up dear, sorry and hope u understand cos of PMS.SRY!=(HEH!!!!!Dear came over to my house to watched final destination 3.LOL! damn u dear.GORE PERSON ARENT u<3 heh=x

25 march 09, wednesday

2009-03-25T22:47:00.010+08:00

OUR OUTING DAY AND SEEMS STUPID IN ARCADE=x <3 <3 <3

HAHAHAH DAMN U DEAR=x

HEH=D

HAHA MR MARIO PANG.LOL

LOL. THANKS DEAR.I WON U.!!hahaha IM THE CHAMPION..=D
Today very guai never go clubbing.=) hahaha..Today went to suntec to collect my stuff from the body shop and after head down to have our lunch. CHICKEN RICE AGAIN.LOL. Im so damn full luh, but the chicken rice still haihao compared the one i ate at far east plaza.LOL. After that went to suntec arcade and played 10 bucks on games. Just for fun and chilling with dear and enjoyment of cause.=D but im old enuff and i can stop playing when i nid too esp now.LOL!!! After that went to apply for new high card number.=( sadded is that i nid to use high card cos my bill super high.$$340.OMG! My calling out its 2000 overs mins. So decided to cancel but gonna hold on to 2 hp.=) one is line the other is high card.=) dear accompany the whole day and some fotos are taken.=D <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 i bought bread for dear for tmr's breakfast<3 <3

24 march 09, tuesday

2009-03-24T17:33:00.005+08:00

shag look<3
Yesterday dear fetch me after work as i ended work at 10. So silly luh, he bought 2 pieces of aunty anne's dog pretzel.Ty dear and after went to old airport road to eat noodles as i crave for the soup.LOL! I had smoke with pauline during my work time and chit chat with her=) hahaha..Today went to accompany dear to polyclinic at outrum and waited for 3 hrs we went to china town to eat some good deserts there.OMG
x.x whole day deserts. =) somehow, we did have some...but then i still love u kays=)

23 march 09

2009-03-23T12:42:00.005+08:00

DEAR UR FACE SUPER RED.hahahaha
Yesterday dear fetch me after work, we went down to east coast. Actually thought of meeting angel for dinner but she went to have dinner with her friends so i have dinner with dear. We went to food village so we rent a bike there and ride all the way there to have our dinner.LOL! We have stingray, chicken wing and i ate hokkien mee and for our desert tang yuan.LOL!!! HAHAHAHAHA.After eating we ride back to return the bicycle and headed to grandlink square for audition and dota.DAMN DEAR always bullying me. DAMN U<3 but <3 hahahahaha=)No fotos for today but just u.<3 u cam whoring freak.hahaha

21 march2009, saturday

2009-03-22T00:20:00.019+08:00

DEAR EATING ICECREAM<3

Angel block away<3

DEAR VERY SHAG<3

DEAR U ARE SMART<3

OREA CHEESECAKE<3

Our silly faces, Angel<3

DEAR SO ADORABLE=D

I LOVE DEAR SIDE VIEW<3 But LOVE DEAR ALSO AS WELL=D heh heh

SMILE SMILE=D

STUPID MOUTH<3

BEAUTY AND THE PRINCE<3

KISS KISS<3

UR DAMN FACE DEAR.<3 hahaha

MOCHI<3

SASHIMI=D dear's favourite<3

IM FUGLY

HAHAHAHA=x

CAM WHORING, BTH!=x
Gosh. Though ytd will go drink but then ended up in a mess. Kor was pissed marvin was pissed as well. SORRY kor and dear.=( i cried ytd. I dun feel like mentioning what happened actually. If any1 wanna know just ask me straight cos i dun think i should really blog my personal stuff in here:]
Thursday, 19 March 09
After work dear meet me and we meet angel to have our dinner at far east. Its the chicken rice stall. Its super nice and damn expensive luh.But its worth eathing cause I CAN SAY THUMBS UP=D. After done we that went to shaw house( ISETAN) cause angel wanna get thumbler.=) HAHAHAHAHA.I got myself a pink water bottle as well.LOL!!
We head down to BAKERZIN! We have Italian soda and dear was having HOT CHOCOLATE.=D
After that dear was pissed with me and he walked off but 15 mins he came back and smile.LOL!=x dear why are u playing this kind of stuff with me.I damn shocked and damn sad can.=x.deardear how bad can u be..=x

20 march 09, friday

2009-03-20T08:40:00.003+08:00

Have not been updating my blog.Damn.Wednesday ladies night.KOR fetch us there.DAMMITS. Dear was totally drunk. He doesnt want me to drink so he drank 2 Whisky on the rock and two tequila shots. In totaly i ordered 4 Whisky 2 tequila. He drank my portion and left me with 2 whisky. Sigh he told me he dun wanna me get drunk but dear i wont get drunk. To me only tipsy ONLY IF I WERE TO HOLD MY LIQOUR. i still can walk like a normal people and not dead corpse.But one thing its that i really got to thanks with bryan kor if not who will help me to carry dear.SIGH!.kor ty so much. If u werent there, i guessed im so dead. Kor dun angry kays=) Mei will get u a chioBU!.=x.but kor u are nice looking and good person in character and im sure u will get a girl but to u money first.LOL!=D see ur face$$$$$..hahahhaa.